The Phantom On Tour

Last night I had the strangest dream. I was singing at Coney Island in New York, and I was married to Raoul. We even had a son, Gustave. Madame Giry was there, and Meg.

But then it sort of turned into a nightmare, I don't quite remember why. But I just woke up with the strongest feeling that love never dies...

How can I tell you what music means to me? It takes me away and gives me hope, and makes me believe in angels. When the angel of music and I sing a duet, I feel like I'm in heaven.

Will Raoul be my Valentine? I would love a heart shaped card or a box of chocoates. But I'm not sure if the Angel of Music would approve, he's very protective of me! Still, I'm not a child anymore and I just want someone to love me. I'm going to send a white flower to Meg, white means friendship and I think she will like it.

Amazing news... Raoul is taking me ice skating! That's right, he's actually coming here. He sent me a letter, and Madame Giry said I could go as long as we had a chaperone. So we'll probably bring her and Meg too. I can't wait!

We had a huge blizzard, and no one has left the Opera House for days. I am so tired of eating potato stew! I've been practicing a lot, dancing with Meg and singing with the Angel. But I'm getting cabin fever here.

So January is almost over, and the new year is really here. Is it any better than last year? I'm not sure... right now I'm missing my childhood friend, Raoul. He loved my Dad's stories about Little Lotte and The Angel of Music! I wish I could see him again...

Meg is the best friend any girl could have. She's loyal, fun, and she does not care that I'm poor. But I also have my Angel of Music. He's always there for me, he teaches me how to sing, and I really think he cares. When it comes down to it, I have 2 best friends, and I'm pretty lucky!

I know it's really early to think about this, but I wonder if anyone is going to send me a Valentine? Sometimes I wish my Angel of Music was real, so he could take me away from all this. Let's see, where would we go? To a beautiful tropical island.

But I'm pretty sure he's just an imaginary friend, I mean I've never seen him or anything.

Christmas was a lot of fun, and now it's almost new year. I'm hoping for a new start, a chance to be something more than just another ballerina. Happy New Year, everyone!

Christmas is almost here! I'm getting excited, even though I'm probably too old to feel like this. But I hate it when adults say it's "just another day"... only if they make it that way! Seems like some people forget how to be happy when they grow up. I hope I never become that jaded.